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My Spiritual Moment Today….

As I was walking outside today I bowed my head to pray. I asked God to help our dying world show us the way. Save all living things from our selfish ways. Then I was overcome with sadness & began to cry. I don’t know how a creation of love could turn so hateful & remorseless do they not see as their environment is dying slowly? We have endangered the very thing that sustains us how can we be so inhumane? I have never been so overcome with emotion some days I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders today was one of those days. It was a very profound grounding of immeasurable proportion for me today. I can not describe the sorrow I felt for all living things.


God vs Society

Nonbelievers of God make the argument that if God exists why is there so much suffering? The truth is we are the product of our own design in society today because we are influenced so much by evil the world has become anything but what God intended it to be…..We were created as beings of love just as God is Love but unfortunately evil is present abundantly & it’s too influential…..


Life is too short to be spent in conflict….

Life is too short to spend so much time on conflicts, resentments, misunderstandings and drama I am here for those who care about me & I know there are a lot of you but for those who seek me out just to bring me down please unfollow me now because I will not tolerate it I will find out who you are and remove you eventually. Please Respect me and my friends or you will be removed from my followers. I am here to help & support my friends & if you don’t like that it’s too bad because I am gonna do it anyway. For those who know me personally they know I am a sincere and appreciative friend but don’t assume you know me if you don’t my respect is hard to earn because I will always respect you more. My friendship is one of a kind & my loyalty is the same. I am done feeling down about all the stuff that has gone wrong for me lately because life is not meant to be this way I know God will bring me through it and things will change and with patients and persistence I will have the life I desire one day. If you have supported me in the past thank you and for those who think they can break my spirit think again it ain’t happening. My spirit is firmly rooted in God’s strength and that is where it will stay. I am sorry if I upset anyone with my thoughts or feelings but I need to express them or else they eat me up inside & things will never change if no one knows how I feel so I have expressed myself. 


Mentally, Physically, Emotionally Tired

It’s very heartbreaking to know you work hard to support people & make friends but in the end no one really gives a damn about what you do or who you are even though you try to show them I never did anything to anyone yet I still get the blame for God knows what. I am just tired of it all if you ever care to want to get to know the real me you know where to find me…..


For those who think they know me…

So tired of the drama people bring to good people’s lives & the assumption everyone has that they know me & they judge me accordingly. I have very few close friends because it takes a lot for me to trust people think what you like & say what you like about me if you don’t know me personally try something logical perhaps & ask me if you want to know something about me because most likely you got anything but the truth….


Screw the rules & screw this I’m so tired and weary of the whole romance/love thing if I lose you I will never fall again I know that much is for sure…..


Our State of the World

The world is weary & the human race creates the wounds
it suffers from we all must find our humanity again
to save the one thing that sustains us, our world.


As in the words of Martin Luther King, Jr:
Darkness cannot drive out darkness;
only light can do that.
Hate cannot drive out hate;
only love can do that.


All humans must recall what it means to be human again.
Compassion, Generosity, Good Will, Love, Sympathy, Kindness, Courage & Spirituality are the qualities of the human race
Only these can save our own kind, mankind.


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This song is my life’s story & here’s my story:
I’ve been married for 23 yrs & just like all marriages it was good at first but people change and he is not the man I married anymore. I feel like I’ve been through hell for the past 15 yrs. I just wanna be happy again I’ve tried to work it out & I’ve tried to get myself to a point where I can leave but nothing seems to work out for me. I am here for my daughter she is my world but I also know what I need to do. I don’t love him anymore I just want out but I feel he will never let me go. I’ve given everything to this man but it’s never good enough for him I have tried several times to leave myself but without income of my own it is very hard to do. When I try to talk to him he just says he doesn’t wanna hear it so what can I do? I just hope to find a job soon and get out of this situation because I need to desperately. I don’t want pity or advice I know what is best for me & my daughter I just wanted to share a part of me.


An Observation of My Frustration: (Paranormal Fantasy)
There was a dark side to him that even though he never kept it hidden she felt he feared this side of himself. Perhaps all he needed was the warm, understanding, soft caress of a woman. A woman that wasn’t afraid of who he was and even though he had a childlike wonder his dark side was crying out to be acknowledged. She could tell he was courageous but yet afraid to let others in because of his dark thoughts. She was not scared of his thoughts she was afraid that he kept too many hidden from view. He probably thought she doesn’t know me at all she has no idea what she’s getting into but she did. She understood him more than perhaps he did himself and that scared her. His childlike innocence and wit seduced her everytime he let it show. She was afraid he had more power over her then she realized. She wanted to run but her feet were firmly planted, she wanted to forget him but her heart would not agree, she knew he would just hurt her but still she remained, she knew perhaps he would never love her as she did him but his spirit magnetized hers. She felt helpless to resist even though she tried desperately. His body was  a beacon & his eyes seen clear to her soul. Every thought he uttered touched her feminine virtue so deeply it felt like shockwaves running through her veins. Her blood raced like lightning every time he was near. She was helpless to fight his male essence it was powerful & strange, exciting & dangerous, orgasmic & sensual, he made her abandon her senses & weakened her defenses. Even though she had never touched him she could feel him his mind seduced her senses & her innermost desires played out every night as she lay down alone thinking of him it was dangerous to let her mind take over because every nerve in her tingled with delight at the very thought of him. She could not explain what drew her to him like a moth to a flame when she knew she was just one of his many female admirers & her mind told her to let go. Perhaps it was her adventurous nature to be drawn to dark, demented things & she knew every man had a dark side & she was courageous enough to face it that did not deter her. For she knew even the most restless beast could be soothed by her tender touch. There also was another side to him that she knew she needed his tender, attentive nature was something she never had before that childlike innocence & caring huge heart of his was no secret either that is why she knew if she didn’t try she would regret it. The mere thought of him made her flush all over & his eyes there was no hiding her feeling from his eyes they made her transparent to him she knew it so how could she hide her feelings? how could she run? she had no where to hide. She knew just one touch from him if they ever met & she would be helpless she was never one to be vulnerable to anyone but with him her resistance melted away effortlessly & she knew she would be defenseless in his presence because it happened every time. She knew it wasn’t logical to follow the path that led to him but she didn’t care every other part of her ached for him helplessly. An endless ache that she knew all too well & she knew what she had to do.

Just some advice ladies:
I’ve loved very few men in my life I’ve only had 2 serious relationships but within that time I know one thing is for sure If a man wants you nothing can keep him away but if he doesn’t nothing can make him stay. Don’t make excuses for a man’s behavior he knows what he wants don’t ever let them fool you. There is nothing more precious than the love of a good man and a good man deserves the best if he doesn’t get it he goes elsewhere so cherish what you have before time makes you appreciate what you had. That goes both ways too.